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happy 24th birthday luhan! 

ahhh, where to begin first? pretty manly luhan, happy birthday my dearest deer! i can’t believe you’re 24, wow. you’re 25 in korean age, so almost halfway ‘til 30 [but ofc you don’t even look 20, oh luhannnn]. so first off, i just wanted to thank you for everything — for going to korea to study as an exchange student, for getting scouted on the streets of myungdong, for working so so so hard to achieve your dreams as a singer/dancer/performer in a foreign country, for making it so far and debuting in exo, and most of all, for being a /huge/ inspiration to me. “don’t give up on your dreams and keep working towards it” — these words shine as bright as lights in the night sky when i feel like i want to give up on my dreams, and i want to thank you for that. luhan, you’re so talented in both singing and dancing, and you’ve really improved throughout the past two years. it’s so nice to see you more confident about your vocals now [even though some things will never change (or maybe they will?) — giving the mic to someone else bc you don’t know what to say during interviews ehehe] but as i was saying, your voice is so angelic and you sing with so much soul [also the emotions that you convey in your eyes make me fall deeper and deeper in love with you ;n; — case at point - BDC performance with Chen Chen during the EXO debut showcase!!] how can you be so good at both singing and dancing though?? [ace luhan tbh] ;; your dancing is just as beautiful as you are, those perfectly executed moves!! and your love for soccer also amazes me because whenever you have the chance to play, you always smile so brightly and that just makes me so happy. anyhow, today is your special day, so enjoy it to the fullest!! good luck with everything and make sure to get enough rest, eat enough food, and drink a lot of water to prepare for the upcoming overdose comeback!! as a fan, i’m very very very proud of all your accomplishments & the next 2, 5, 10 years down the road, i will still support you until the very end. i love you so much luhan, thank you for being such a humble person with a beautiful personality, it really does show in everything you do [honestly, after reading all those letters that your previous friends/classmates wrote about you, i’m just so glad to know that people like you exist, people that are so selfless, kind, and motivating] ;; look at me rambling on over and over again, it’s because you’re such an amazing person. alright, so i’ll end it here, but one last message — thank you for being you, luhan. thank you for making your fans smile everyday [doing such good deeds — helping fans up at the airport when they fall down!!], thank you for never failing to put a smile on my face. ♡ 

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生日快乐小鹿! 你知道 在90年代 我最喜欢的是事是什么吗? 你的生日 哈哈哈 请你笑。。。Happy Birthday Lu Han~ May you be blessed in health and in wealth! I love you~ (on a side note, please keep praying for the ferry victims #PrayForSouthKorea)

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